I am trying to decide if there is something worse than those girls for whom everything has to be warm and fuzzy. And everyone has to be friendy-friends, and then they talk about you behind your back. But when your not their friend, they freak.

Don't get me wrong, I love friends, I have cool girl-friends, but their not warm fuzzy friends. They are not those that have to be together all the time. They are the type of friends that I can not call for like a month, and they are cool with that. Maybe the reason I haven't been good at the whole buddy-buddy thing is because I suck at keeping in constant touch, or I hate having conversations that have no point, or because I don't like being clingy. Or maybe it's because my sisters are my best friends, and any other friends who try to measure up to that are a hassle.

Maybe I am not a warm fuzzy person. Maybe I am not aserbic. Maybe I am being retarded. Maybe I have been saying maybe too much lately and need to quit thinking.