"Those who forget their history are condemned to repeat it."--Winston Churchhill

Yesterday, in a conversation Zeke and I were having, he brought that quote up and was significantly wiggling his eyebrows at me, since I didn't know who said it. Point for Zeke. =) But, it was actually quote relevant to our conversation, and thought-provoking for me.
Yesterday morning, I woke up very irritated at him and he, in turn, became very irritated with me. We had one of those rather longish, uncomfortable talks where you have to painfully honest. But after that, things were good.

I think I overwhelm myself at times by not looking at things one day at a time It's like I find it to mudane if I take it a day at at time, I have to look at the HUGE picture to get myself motivated. But, sometimes, you can manipulate the picture to be something that it won't, or maybe will be, or... I need to learn to live my life to the fullest, one day at a time! Not the bigger picture to the fullest, but each day.

Lately, work has been awful. Awful does not even begin to describe it. I get so frustrated, and it takes such a great deal of effort to get through the day! And, to compound matters, I haven't been feeling well at all lately. I am always so tired, and dizzy, my back always hurts, my nose is always draining, my sinuses are always clogged, and get frequent headaches. And then, when I do finally get to sleep, I rarely sleep well, because I have these realisticly frightening dreams, or I wake up because I can't breathe, or I have a allergy attack in the middle of the night. I feel like a old lady, a old cranky lady nonetheless. And, my siblings have really been irritating me. I won't even begin to get into that... but, I feel like I try so very hard, and get absolutely no where.

Anyway, I have allot of filing to do, and Joy will be beyond angry if I don't get it done, so toddles!