Sometimes, I do not understand even myself as a girl. Granted, I will be the first to admit girls are some of the most annoying, confusing and contradicting creatures as a whole, but there are certain innate feminine qualities about myself that confuse me.

Take for instance, the pursuit of beauty and being beautiful. Every woman wants to be considered beautiful, not just by one, but all. It is the actual wanting of beauty, or the acceptance of many? Or just the simple desire to be cherished?

What is interesting is that many women, myself included, over look the fact that true beauty is what matters. And it is the pursuit of outer beauty that leads to being empty, hollow and lonely. You alienate yourself from others and become the anthithesis of what you started out to be.

Just like anything taken to the extreme, it comes full circle and defeats what it set out to accomplish. Where do you balance the fine line? And why, is the never ending question in my mind, are some people more beautiful than others?

Oh to settle and be mediocre!