so upset i can't sleep

Published 4.10.06 by Porkchop | E-mail this post

i hate losing things. i HATE losing things. i'm one of those people who cannot fully function if they know they have lost/misplaced something.

tonight i lost my purse.

i am horridly tired, but cannot sleep. i actually have pains in my chest. i have cried like a baby. i have prayed. i have begged God. i have bargained with God. no avail. i am trying to piece together a plan, but really, everytime i think about it, i just want to scream and cry.

i'd rather KNOW where it was. in the belly of a fire breathing dragon. crushed in a jersey waste plant. whatever! better than guessing/hoping/worrying.

now i need to cancel my credit cards, replace my credit cards, replace all my(dual state) id's, replace my social security card, replace my sales license, replace my priceless vintage clutch, replace my several lipsticks and lipliners, replace my checkbook. REPLACE MY WHOLE FREAKING LIFE.

sob.

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Anonymous on October 04, 2006 10:13 PM

It was not the daisy vintage clutch purse I hope?!? Gosh, sweetie... so sorry this happened!
Anonymous on October 04, 2006 11:18 PM

oh girl...

THAT SO BLOWS!

I can't imagine..

well in a way once i can...went to Bw3's one night with friends....young and dumb was I....

left purse in booth....

FREAKED out upon arrival home...

went 90 MPH...no lie! 90...on back COUNTRY Roads that i knew well...to get to a place 40 minutes away faster....much faster.....

like in half the time....

2 am...purse of course....POOF! gone....

hmmmm.....now where was that busser that cleaned the table?!? Staff was oblivious....

foolish me....credit cards.....a new $$ purse, SS card still needs replaced....and the dumbest thing of all?!....i had about over 300 of cash on me.....

yep cashola!

sigh. i sped home to cancel cred cards.....

2 nights ago I misplaced my keys...thought i had dropped them somewhere outside on my way in the house...or in the car trunck?! under the seats?! Where are my flippin keys! 3 hour search...dead tired....without a prayer....i muttered a Help me LORD...Help me....if that counts.... and my mother has found them 3 days later....

man....hope all of that mess gets replaced with relative ease...sorry girl
Anonymous on October 05, 2006 10:56 AM

I have to wonder why you had your Social Security card in your purse. :-/

This odd narrative is my life. I ended up in Pittsburgh, of all places--from the beach. I have no hobbies, other than cooking excessively and eating microwave popcorn. I enjoy shopping, the Food network, hiding the remote so the Food network cannot be turned off, find ethnic food stores and restaurants and reading voraciously. My life is decidedly pedestrian.

I worked in the car business where I was required to be ruthless and soul-less wench, which is when I started this project. Since then, I've kept it up because secretly, I've always wanted to join the military. Every male in my mother's family has joined and I quietly entertain thoughts of joining. I haven't yet and don't know if I ever will, but sending the troops cookies keeps me sane. it makes me think I still have a shred of human kindness left in my withering soul. it's a small way for me to salute the men and women who are brave enough to fight for freedom. And makes me feel like I'm contributing toward troop morale--even if I'm not. So if you want to help, send me addresses of troops you know stationed overseas. you may also contribute toward the cost of chocolate chips, but don't feel obligated, that link is here only by request.

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